“You” were my wishlist. But Christmas passed and New Year came and there was no “you.” Maybe I was hoping that somehow with the season, miracle or magic will bring you back to me. But it didn’t happen. I never did wrong to you but I never understand how you could ignore me this long. I wonder if everything about us was real because for me it was. I missed you and love you still. I have an image of you in my mind and heart. I miss the sound of your voice. Everything. I remember how I love the way you smile, how your eyes would just glitter or even the sound of your carefree laugh. Im still in love with you darling after all this time. And I still cry for you evey night before I go to sleep. Youre still in my mind the moment I wake up. I just simply love you.