I haven’t written in some time, not because I was busy. I’ve just been eating a lot. The day before yesterday was great – I spoke with a guy that I like, I did my makeup well, I saw my psychologist and I felt pretty and confident. Yesterday was not that good (but it wasn’t, like, bad). I saw my friend after a long time. I ate too much. I’ve gained about 15 kg in the last year and a half. I’m a very confident person. I feel guilty though (I’m noz anorexic or obese). I used to have a flat tummy and my thighs used to be smaller. Also, my face used to look slimmer.
Anyways, yesterday I went to sleep in makeup. I really dont want today to be a terrible day.