This is my first time posting anything coming from within for any type of online thought spewing in such a manner as this. I never know where to start or where to end. I believe the reason that I have come here to this site; just like many of you, is to work on one’s inner self. I’d like to be able to hold my head high, to not drown in so much reflection leaning towards hope and/or despair. My whole life has been nothing but do this and do that, never knowing if in alone time if it’s my voice or theirs. I attend therapy, go to doctors, take medicine, blah blah blah lol. Unfortunately I’ve ventured off topic, so I’m going to close with a final notation as to how I’ve come to make my way here ahhh I know lol Lately felt I’ve been one hell of a shattered unorganized broken soul searching for that impossible possibly.