Trigger warning: Binging and purging.
I’m upset with Nick. Suddenly, he acts like he’s just not interested.
So what do I do? let it go, shrug it off, like a normal, healthy person? Nope. I consume over 2000 calories of fast food in one sitting and then pop 4 laxatives. Good thing I’m not going anywhere today. I feel totally ashamed and disgusting. all of this because I can’t really handle my own feelings.