Thank you for the lesson,
For a while I felt inadequate, I felt like I must be flawed,
But not I am beginning to think a little clearer and I can see,
I can see that I am enough. I am kind, I am beautiful (in my own way) and I am special,
Time has taught me that the issue lies in your own arms,
For you to treat me the way you did is not normal behavior,
I don’t hate you, in fact I really want to forgive you,
I need to forgive you so that I can let go,
Holding this resentment is not good for my mental health,
I wish you all the best, I still care about you and always will,
My addictive personality and fear of abandonment makes letting go really challenging,
To let go I need to accept,
I accept that what has happened has happened,
The past is nothing more than a memory,
Time is moving on quickly, I am now on a new path, a separate path to the one you are travelling,
I need to accept that, I need to move on,
Nothing you do or say will comfort my ego,
My thoughts and feelings are my own responsibility, I must nurture and nourish my own ego,
I do not need a man to make me feel valuable,
I am a beautiful person its a shame that you were too blind to see that.
But its probably a good thing that you didn’t,
I am on a new journey and the destination is going to be beautiful.
Thank you for the lesson.
I wish you all the best.
Goodbye anger, Goodbye resentment.
Now is the time for me to let go, let go, let go