I was once told drunk men tell no lies and honestly this is true. I’m drinking right now and honestly I want to cry. I want to cry so much but I don’t want to look weak. I love too much and I’m still hurting. I can’t show it though because I will look too weak in front of everyone. I’ve cried enough now but I can’t help it, I really want to cry. I hate my heart for thisale but I love it too. Please god… help me.