I recently, the 3rd to be exact, had an abortion. I regret it with every fiber of my being. I am in an incredible amount of pain and all I can think about is the crushing realization that I may never be a mother. I accidentally became pregnant in December and when I told my boyfriend he began telling me all my “options” and about how “we” weren’t ready to be parents. I understood it, truly I did because I have always worked dead end jobs and only have a high school education; however it was kind of upsetting that he never even asked if I wanted to keep it. I don’t have a real plan for my life and my living arrangement is questionable at best but I don’t know what to do anymore.