I’m just sitting here waiting for the sleep-aid to kick in. I took two doses about an hour ago but was unable to sleep because of the physical disturbances that these entity attachments were causing. Now they seem to be focusing the weird vibration sensations more on my upper body. Recently, I’ve been feeling it more around my chest, shoulders and neck where before it was usually focused more on my legs. Now, it’s even more damn annoying than before which is causing me to have to double up on the sleep-aid to pass out quicker.
I just took a third dose a few minutes ago. I think I’ve been averaging about four doses a night recently, but I’d prefer to take as little as possible so that I don’t burn through the stuff too quickly and also the more that I have, the more likely I’ll wake up in the morning feeling all out of it because it hasn’t worn off yet.
“We are servants of the darkness”
I just heard a voice say. It’s seriously like I wake up to this kind of shit talk and then go to bed hearing it. They’re bat-shit crazy whack jobs of the darkness I’d say. Anyway, I’m going to try to not even waste the effort in talking shit back to them anymore. They give the term unreasonable a whole new meaning. It’s best just to cut them out of my life as much as I can. I’ve been thinking recently that I probably shouldn’t even be writing about “them” this much as it just gives them attention. But, on the other hand, it lets me vent a bit. Both are valid points. I guess I’ll just have to wait and see which wins out. I suppose it would be best to cut back on the writing until I just feel compelled to get something off my chest. I think I’ll give that a try. I do enjoy writing but yeah, I seriously do need to cut “them” out of my life as much as possible. Well, here goes attempt number two at sleep.