because the worst part of insomnia is

being awake and thinking of all 

the things i should’ve said or done.

The worst part now is that 

instead of staring a your sleeping face next to me

I’m watching the ceiling fan go in circles

i miss my old insomnia

the one where i couldn’t sleep because of the thoughts and wishes for us

now i think of what is wrong with me

i think of how i could’ve made you stay

i wish i could sleep until everything felt better

or maybe

just until the jack kicks in.


One thought on “Insomnia”

  1. This is so beautiful, yet sad at the same time. Take every moment and make them magical. The worst thing that can happen is rejection. Don’t let this stop you from living! Good luck! 🙂

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