January, 26, 2017
Today has been fairly mellow so far. I picked up on some “chatter” but it was faint and I try not to listen if I can help it. However, I’ve been hearing this damn ringing in my ears again a lot recently. I don’t know if “they” are doing it just to mess with me, or if it just happens when they are very close, I’m really not sure what’s going on there I just know that it’s happening more frequently these days.
If I get up and move around it stops right away. But if I’m just sitting down, say reading something for example, that’s when this ringing will occur. I experienced this ringing for a bit back in the Spring of 2015 when my situation was just starting. Things were way more intense back then, including the ringing. I used to think it was the sound of my mind shattering. But then the ringing seemed to stop for a long time, now it’s back to a degree, just far less intense now than it was back in 2015.
It’s probably just another one of their means of trying to mess with me. This is literally how they spend all of their time. It’s like they thrive on being as damn annoying as possible. I just don’t get it, I really don’t.