Here we go. First time writing. I need to get something off my chest. I need to apologize to all who entered my life after her. All the woman’s hearts I have broken just because they weren’t her. I tried really hard to fix myself. But something inside of me won’t let me change. It’s been 8 months since I’ve left her. She gave me the exact feeling I now know as love, but she is also the reason I can not. This pain inside of my heart is unreal. Ever think that 2 people were meant for each other and that’s how it’s supposed to be? I forever hold this view of woman as it’s her or it’s not. No matter how hard they try I can’t let them close just because they aren’t Kim. Kim is love to me. These other woman aren’t Kim. Why can’t I change the way I look at them. Is my soul so lost that it can’t let go of a love we once cherished?