i’m not going to bother to capitalize any part of this unless it’s to make it all caps to make me seem not dead inside yeah so anyway:
i have a phys quiz, geo test, and english timed argumentation tomorrow, as well as a piece of accounting homework to finish in class. i did something wrong and the numbers weren’t adding up today.
sat’s are coming up next week. i can take it again if i fail, but i don’t allow myself to fail standardized tests, because that’s stupid, and i try not to be–
also, i wouldn’t want to break the two-time family record of taking the sat once, getting a kickass score, and going to college with a hefty scholarship. need to work hard.
(i work hard so i can hate myself less.)
(i work harder so i can feel like a person.)
i want to wear all black tomorrow. black is my happy color. all-black is my happy outfit. i want to wear all black tomorrow.
this looks a little bit like very odd poetry, doesn’t it? strangely formatted poetry, almost.
let’s keep going. let’s keep writing. i’m tired.
i’m stressed. grades are everything. need those a’s.
this lo-fi hip hop is making me wish it were raining right now, outside. january is too sunny in texas. it offends me.