Midnight Ramblings

I can’t seem to sleep tonight. I guess I have a lot on my mind. Perhaps rambling about all of it might help? At least, I have been told it can. Anyway, I am nearing the end of my pregnancy. It’s been a really long and rough nine months. I am due to have my son on the twenty-ninth of January, but I have a feeling he is going to come sooner. I have already been having episodes of early labor. Nothing consistent or worthy of a trip to labor and delivery, sadly. I am nervous about going through labor again. I had an epidural with my first, after my water broke, and I was induced with my second. I had no pain medication while being induced. There wasn’t exactly anytime I want to try to have this one all natural, but I am not setting any steadfast rules. There is no telling how I am going to react to the pain this time. Whatever happens, I’ll be pleased just to have my son out and my body back. In other news, I found out my cousin moved back. We haven’t spoken since my ex and I broke up. For reasons that were unknown to me until just recently, she cut ties off with me in March of last year. Come to find out it was because she couldn’t tolerate me being open about my Craft. Not really that surprising. Most my family outcasts me for being a witch. Anyhow, she moved back in with her parents due to some relationship issues with her husband. I reached out to her to see how she was doing and she, in turn, came over for a visit a couple of weeks ago. She brought her two sons over and they had a blast with my son, Gabriel. It was nice seeing her, but it was a shame to learn that she is still up to the same drama as always. I am not entirely sure I want to continue associating with her yet. I guess you could say she doesn’t want witchcraft in her life just as much as I don’t want whores in mine. Aside from that, my roommate/ex is acting odd. Not sure what is wrong with him. He was supposed to go out on a date tonight, but that apparently didn’t happen. Instead, he went out to the dunes and decided to partake in some very reckless driving before coming back home and announcing that the local liquor stores close too early. Clearly, something is bothering the poor lad, but he won’t talk to me about it. All I know is he shouldn’t be acting so carelessly. I mean, what if something had happened to him? None of us would have known where he was…

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