Seems I only come here when I’m craving a significant other..
Brain just teases me by creating dreams where people I find attractive actually having interest in me and want to be with me
Then I wake up to the reality that they don’t even know who I am.
I’m not awful
I’m smart and can be funny and I’m always willing to help people
But these are traits people only see when they get to know me and not many people do get to know me because they just see this hideous, bloated, diseased, monster…
I just want someone who I’m attracted to to be attracted to me
I just want someone to cuddle with, that’s all..
I’m not asking for the world, just a tiny ray of sunshine