The thing about depression is it isn’t just sadness. It’s the loss of motivation. The anxiety that comes with it. The tiredness, constantly wanting to sleep. Like I can’t even be bothered to go to Aldi to get an avocado for dinner tomorrow. The thought of work is even worse. It’s not even like I hate my job. I just hate the first bit of going in.. I’ve skipped days and my manger hates me for it. They just don’t get me. I keep trying to do better, to be more motivated, I just can’t. I’ve got out of this slump last year so I must be able to do it again? I hope..