Got up at 8:15. It’s so great waking up early! Everyone was asleep. I made myself scrambled eggs, coffee and cereal and watched Sponge Bob. Showered, put some powder and moisturiser on and mascara, but I didn’t do my eyebrows. I only “combed” them. Looked good and thought how I may get rid of the “fleeky”, bold and drawn-on look. Had a two-minute existential crisis.

SOMEHOW figured out a small part of trigonometry. Went to tuition. It went so much better than last time!
Came round my friend’s house. We watched a movie about that experiment in Stanford. The prison experiment. We also ate and smoked.

Came home around 6 and sat down to eat some dinner. The radio was on and I heard there a dialogue and concluded that it was an audio drama! An audio drama! I hadn’t heard one in years. Years! It was about a writer. It was sort of boring though.

There’s this miserable piece of me that wishes she could’ve been born in the ’70s. That way I would’ve been an adult in the early 2000s. I’d rock all that edgy, but ridiculous clothes, I’d carry a huge cellphone with an antenna around…This urge to just go back is sometimes so great, it makes me cry. How do you deal with this?

Also, I MUST say something that I’ve wanted to mention ever since I’ve seen Jacob’s Ladder every time I went to write, I’d either forget or I would have already written too much or I just couldn’t find a way to incorpirate it into the day. Tim Robbins is divine. In his own way, he is (was) beautiful. His face is so pretty. He’s old now. Like 60.

One thought on “1/21/2017”

  1. Hey, thanks for the good luck you wished on me for the SAT! Means a lot.

    And lol, two-minute crisis. That’s me like every day. One mini internal explosion at a time.

    Have a great rest of the week~

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