This is the first time I make my diary here. I felt alone, just talking to myself, and I am extremely curious of what happens inside other people’s private lives. So in order to fulfill those needs without having to spy on people haha, I’m doing this.
My name is Jaques, I am currently studying in Germany, have been for half a year now. It’s been a rough trip as I’ve had depression for about two years, but I feel I’m getting better, I feel like I’m finally starting to be happy and starting to wish that other people are happy as well.
But I’m just so lonely. Don’t get me wrong, I have friends, close, loyal, good friends, but I have no one to hug and tell that everything is going to be OK. No one to cuddle next to.
I know that this is something that most people wish, so I’m not complaining about my current situation. I have lots to work on, lots to grow in myself until I bump into her.
I just needed a way to express this without feeling ashamed. Whoever is reading this, I honestly wish you the best, I hope your happy moments bloom into a happy life. 🙂