im back. this whole writing everyday kind of thing isnt working as well as i expected but i write as much as i can.
I am feeling really sad and shitty this morning and i just dont want to do anything. i want to go to the ascape the room today with my friends but i also want to go roller bading with the people i live with and i dont know which one to do. i think im gonna do the roller blading bc ive been wanting to do that and they moved it to today so i could go. the problem is thtat they are both at the same time 🙁 i think at least. anyways i just hate myself and i dont know what to do about anything anymore.