I finally had a conversation with my best guy friend, he’s so sweet to me.
He’s not Christian, but I still like him a lot. I can’t be with him, but I already decided that being beside him is enough for me for now. He means so much to me.
I pray maybe one day he can be mine, and I can be his, if its meant to be. Maybe if he finds a reason within himself to try, at least try, to get to know God. I am trying not to get carried away with the thought of him, but I cant help it. He’s truly unique in every way and I cant help but love certain characteristics about him. Even if I cant be with him, I can still like him, and maybe love him.in a different way from I’m used to.