Always feel like I’m stupid I can’t study and when I don’t understand something I just getting angry with myself because I feel not useful I can’t remember some times what I’m studying. A lot of people say to me you are not stupid you know 3 languages and yes I do but it doesn’t make me smarter. My parent’s telling me the too, but a lot of times when they say the I feel they just saying the to make me feel better, but no, they relly meant when they say I’m not stupid. Yes, it’s hard for me because I been in America for 3 years and I still stronger with the English language, but I know I will get better one day. God will use me for good. Even sometimes when I am doing better in my classes than my sister I will be proud of myself for few minutes but then I will keep saying ommm I’m not even the smart. God create me in HIS image and I was called to be his daughter. I’m trying to not think about myself in a negative way, but sometimes it’s possible. I want to do school and other staff for God glory. I just want to say, guys don’t give be strong, school and work it will be always hard, but if you really want to prove to yourself that you can do better and worship Lord then you have to do your best. Study and work because nobody going just go and give you a job you have to have education and if I want to go to college I have to study and ask for help if need.