Two weeks ago, I was in dilemma about my future. I was lost but then when I halfheartedly decided on the path that I am taking now I felt scared. It’s pretty weird because up until now I don’t know whether I had accepted it already or not but what I feel right now is nothing. I feel just like I decided about something more minor rather than the decision that my mind had been fighting about. I my heart still feel heavy about my decision but I’m happy and it is pretty weird. SO the question that is bothering me right now is whether I had accepted it already or did I just lose interest on my future.