Log Date, 003.
They won’t go away. I’ve been trying for days, and I just realized that they might not stop. These urges, they just get worse. I’ts getting painful to fight them. These urges feel like common sense, but I refuse to resort to murder. That’s petty human stuff, and Creatures are humble. I won’t resort to any of that.
For now, I just need a distraction, a hobby. Maybe I should get a job again? Anything to get these intrusive thoughts out of my head.