Log Date, 003.
They won’t go away. I’ve been trying for days, and I just realized that they might not stop. These urges, they just get worse. I’ts getting painful to fight them. These urges feel like common sense, but I refuse to resort to murder. That’s petty human stuff, and Creatures are humble. I won’t resort to any of that.
For now, I just need a distraction, a hobby. Maybe I should get a job again? Anything to get these intrusive thoughts out of my head.
End Log.
Chistmer, try to turn on the telly and watch something interesting. I’d advise BBC.
Try getting into a fandom of some sort, like Star Wars or Star Trek.
Also, check out some nice rock music. RED will work just fine. There’s a lot of screaming going on and it might make you feel better. Turn on the volume all the way up. If someone starts complaining – poke their eye.
It’s not their circus and not their monkeys as to what you watch or listen to.
@Flitch,
Thank you. As usual, you have been very helpful. I do own a TV, but I rarely use it. Maybe I should watch BBC?
Would you recommend anything specific for me to watch?
-Chistmer