I feel like I’m a freak of nature because I’m a girl who doesn’t really have a best girl friend. I mean I do have a best friend in title.. but title only. We don’t really treat each other like best friends.. idk. I wish I had a sister, a built in best friend who is obligated to love me lol but sadly I don’t. I have friends but I’ve always wanted a best friend like in the movies. Someone who won’t ditch me for a guy time and time again. Someone who can tell me everything and not lie and I could do the same.
… anyways. I feel like I’m just starting to sound crazy so yeah.
I feel like there must be something wrong with me since I can’t seem to have great friendships like that. I feel like I attract friends who use me and only need me when it’s convenient for them. I really don’t want people to pity me I really just don’t know what to do. I feel kinda lost regarding friendships….
I don’t know what to do. I guess I just don’t have luck in the friends department.