So little more about me, like I said my family and friends are the only reason I am still alive. I love my family/friends! Like I also said, I am 32 and overweight and not pretty, guess I am in some ways. But I don’t think that I am ever going to be able to have children of my own, which sucks but guess things happen. I have my nieces come down to KC once in a while. Have 3 nieces (2 by blood). My sister has 2 girls and she is with a guy who has a girl from another relationship but I call her my niece anyways. Her dad (sisters bf) is quite an ass hole especially with my nieces and I wish my sister would see that but I guess if they break up I wouldn’t get to see my niece…which would suck because she comes down more than my blood nieces, I am the only place that she can go to to get away from her dad. I feel horrible for her but what can I do? I would love to let her live with me but she is only 11 so not like she can make her choice, she is stuck with him. Her mom is god knows where doing god knows what. Stupid B*tch, gave up her own daughter so she could do what/who she wants, seriously who chooses drugs over their family? But guess many people do that…won’t ever understand that. Well write more another time, think I am going to try and go to sleep…got big/stressful day tomorrow. Prolly wont be able to sleep, never can…have to take sleeping meds to sleep…if I don’t take anything I will be up til 3 or 4 in the morning lol!