So little more about me, like I said my family and friends are the only reason I am still alive.  I love my family/friends!  Like I also said, I am 32 and overweight and not pretty, guess I am in some ways.  But I don’t think that I am ever going to be able to have children of my own, which sucks but guess things happen.  I have my nieces come down to KC once in a while.  Have 3 nieces (2 by blood).  My sister has 2 girls and she is with a guy who has a girl from another relationship but I call her my niece anyways.  Her dad (sisters bf) is quite an ass hole especially with my nieces and I wish my sister would see that but I guess if they break up I wouldn’t get to see my niece…which would suck because she comes down more than my blood nieces, I am the only place that she can go to to get away from her dad.  I feel horrible for her but what can I do?  I would love to let her live with me but she is only 11 so not like she can make her choice, she is stuck with him.  Her mom is god knows where doing god knows what.  Stupid B*tch, gave up her own daughter so she could do what/who she wants, seriously who chooses drugs over their family?  But guess many people do that…won’t ever understand that.  Well write more another time, think I am going to try and go to sleep…got big/stressful day tomorrow.  Prolly wont be able to sleep, never can…have to take sleeping meds to sleep…if I don’t take anything I will be up til 3 or 4 in the morning lol!

2 thoughts on “Family”

  1. I don’t know if you are Christian, why Am I saying this well because I saw you said something about God well I just want you to know there’s God and he is watching you family and we all go through different struggles but it doesn’t mean God is not there and that he is not watching us. God Loves us so much that he send his Holy Son to died for our sins. We just have to trust Him. And I am sure God is working on your family something good will come from this situation. I will pray for you and your family God bless you.

  2. I dont know what I believe anymore. Been an atheist since high school, I want to believe, really do but I have my doubts. I have recently purchased some reading material to read, maybe it will help me clear up my doubts. Just confused and doubtful about many things i have heard and read. I want to believe there is life after death. Otherwise whats the point? Thank you for your thoughts and opinions. I will keep it in mind as i am reading. Thank you again!

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