It’s about 23.11 (11.11pm) right now. My head hurts, I feel tired but not sleepy. I really want to crush someone or something. I literally dont have much motivation to do anything at all. I wonder why though, the past days I have been feeling down and literally got nothing to do, even tho nothing has changed. Except for school, I’m feeling just fine at school, kind of happy along with friends, no problems nothing changed.
Still I really have been out building up my photography skills alot lately. I really just want to go outside right now and just snap some pictures. Maybe sounds weird, but I’ve come to the point of basiclly falling in love with my camera. Taking it with me everywhere, never do I take photos with my phone anymore either.
Even though I havent gotten any motivation to do any of my fun stuff that I literally spent hours on before. Like games and bingewatching shows, or writing, anything. I find it fun to do homework. Like, what? What happend to me, I want to do homework, but I dont want to play on the playstation anymore? Im confused, did someone put a spell on me for getting better at school or something?
Another thing, I’ve known this for quite some time, and I just can’t find a way to help. My bestfriend, whom I cannot live without is depressed. I don’t know what to do to be honest. It’s just that we are for sure going to be the best of the bestestfriends in the world for a long time forward, we have alot of plans. Going on tours around the world, going to explore more and stuff, start new projects. Ah, I’m just clueless. I don’t know what I should do, or If i should do anything at all?