February 14, 2017
It’s been a bad night so far. I just tried to get some sleep but “they” are escalating with the physical disturbances.
It’s odd, they are so much more abusive and essentially bat shit erratic at night but usually calmer in the morning. I wonder if there’s something to this? But, more than likely they just mess with me more at night so they can mess with my sleep as they know that this pisses me off the most and that seems to be their goal, to get a negative reaction out of me.
I’m on about my fourth dose of sleep aid. Hopefully it kicks in fast. I might have to look into getting a prescription of some stronger sleep aid. The over the counter stuff just doesn’t seem to be working as well as it once did. Though I think that part this is because these entities are intentionally focusing more on the physical disturbances now than they were a few months ago. I think they’re trying to compensate for the fact that I’ve become even more indifferent to the voices recently.
I’ll give sleep another try now. The second attempt is usually when I pass out. It has been awhile since they have kept me awake all night ( knock on wood). I guess I might be overdue for it but all the same I certainly hope that it doesn’t happen.