Mom shouted me today. Then she cried that she should just die – because I have always made her worried sick. I feel my life sucks, why? When you’re trying to do a good deed but people always get the wrong idea. Here I am trying to find a job so that I wont use her money anymore but she always doesnt get that. She would always see the bad side of me not always at home. I’m 21 and I need to live my life too.
It was probably the worst and unexpected thing to happened. I dont know what to do or to react. I feel really bad and dont know what/how to make things right. Should I keep it normal and do my chores? It made me feel the burden child in my family. We didnt talk after that and I have even avoided an eye contact with her.