I want to feel content living life without feeling that I need a man to complete me.
All my life I have always craved attention from the opposite sex to feed my self esteem. I have always needed reassurance, someone to compliment me and make me feel wanted.
Other than in work (I’m an escort) I think that the correct thing for me to do at this moment in time would be to have a detox from men. I need to learn to love myself, I need to learn to not have to use sex the captivate a mans attention. If a man is only interested in me for sex, he is not a man worthy of me.
I need to spend the next couple of years strengthening my character, living life and developing myself.
Once I begin to love life and love myself, then it will be time that I will have a life worthy of sharing with someone else.
I cannot share my life with someone else if I do not yet know who I am.