I miss you

There has never been a day that goes by that I don’t think about you.

I miss you too much it hurts already.

I want to talk with you, I want to know about your day. I want to share things with you. I want someone who will listen. I want someone who cares what I’m going through. 

But that’s just wishful thinking on my part because I know that no matter how hard I pray, no matter I’m hoping against hope, you will never reciprocate what I feel for you. 

So please be safe and take care always. I will always be that fool who cares for you in silence. I really hate this. I really hate it that I love you. Of all men here on earth, why am I hopelessly attracted to you? I just don’t understand myself. What karma do I have to pay to suffer this kind of unrequited love?

I’m looking forward to the day I’m finally free of you. But until then, I hate it when I’m stuck in this misery. My brain wants to forget you but my heart says no. Corny as it may sound, this stupid heart still longs for you. 

4 thoughts on “I miss you”

  1. I hope you will be able to get over this boy soon, if there’s no chance of a relationship. It must make you feel so lonely. May God love you extra much to make up for it. HUGS!

  2. Hi halaskyblue 🙂 I wanted to tell him, I attempted twice but I chickened out. He’s in subspecialty training right now so I don’t know if it’s the right time to tell him bcoz he is too busy. And there will be a lot of girls he’ll meet there more than me. My insecurity got in the way. He’s already a doctor, I’m still a junior clerk. Not to add I’m a coward bcoz I couldn’t bring myself to be rejected. I don’t want him to feel pity for me if we will see each other face to face in the future.

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