In a simple way i’ll say i’m lost
My ability to feel, to think, to love as deeply as I use to has vanished
My ability to live with no worry of tomorrow, gone.
I feel pain and sadness;
My mind slowly withering away with each day that passes.
This hole in my heart I can’t seem to fill with anything but sorrow,
I cry almost daily, the fears I have are real and my confusion is in my eyes
Where has my love gone?
My lifeline, my joy blocked from my sight.
Where has my writing gone?
My smooth pen and wrinkled papers; where are you?
The words I just can’t seem to get out.