I am writing numerous journal entries today because my mind is such a crazy place right now.
Im trying to figure what’s caused this huge wave of depression. I guess I am feeling incredibly cut off and isolated.
I no longer drink which means I don’t go out to socialise. Dating is out of the question because I work as an escort so no man in his right mind will want me. The only girls I really speak to are other working girls.
I feel trapped, I want to give up this job. All I want is a nice life, kind boyfriend and to feel mentally stable. I am sick to death of being bogged down with depression.
Im sick and tired of feeling alone, feeling ashamed. Hating myself!