Depression go away!!! God damn u!

I am writing numerous journal entries today because my mind is such a crazy place right now.

Im trying to figure what’s caused this huge wave of depression.  I guess I am feeling incredibly cut off and isolated.

I no longer drink which means I don’t go out to socialise.  Dating is out of the question because I work as an escort so no man in his right mind will want me.  The only girls I really speak to are other working girls.

I feel trapped,  I want to give up this job.  All I want is a nice life, kind boyfriend and to feel mentally stable.  I am sick to death of being bogged down with depression.  

Im sick and tired of feeling alone, feeling ashamed. Hating myself! 


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