February 26, 2017
I awoke a little later than usual this morning and it seemed like the voices were right there waiting for me. It’s strange, often recently in the morning they haven’t been that active. They are still present I know, but they are not nearly as harassing as they are in the evening and at night. One day last week, I woke up at four in the morning and it was as if the voices weren’t even there at all. For a time, I heard no voices and felt no physical disturbances. I had often wondered if sometimes these entities leave and go somewhere else while I’m asleep. Perhaps sometimes they do. Though, I know that this is not always the case. Many times, I have awoken in the middle of the night to an immediate onslaught of voices and physical disturbances. I am often aware that these entities can on occasion mess with our dreams. This has not happened to me recently, but back in 2015, I went through a few periods where it seemed like these entities were causing me to have disturbing dreams. I would often hear their voices and hear them laughing both in my dreams and as soon as I awoke.
February 27, 2017
It’s been a rough night so far. I’m not feeling that great, upset stomach which is causing me to have some trouble sleeping (on top of the usual troubles). These entities have been taking full advantage of this and have been messing with me big time all night with voices and physical disturbances. I probably downed close to half a bottle of sleep-aid already in a desperate effort just to pass out quickly but it doesn’t seem to be working for me tonight.
I knew that I was overdue for one of those nights where I just don’t get any sleep at all because of “them.” It’s been a while since that last happened and I guess my luck finally ran out tonight. I’m about to try and get to sleep again. This will be my third attempt for the night. I hope I can pass out this time. I hate going about the day after not getting any sleep…it sucks big time, and if I’m stuck working, then I just have to deal with.