I was in doubt if I should leave for college, or stay one more year in this city, just because I’m one of a very few people who got accepeted in college, and the possibility of moving out scared me. But now I realised it was a blessing. Everybody wanted to be accepted in college right after high school (in Brazil, the exams to get into college are done once a year, so if u didnt pass, you have to wait another year) and I did! I was accepted right after high school and this is so cool. It means that my senior studying year was worth it, and I was lucky enogh to get a place and there were only 12 places, disputing with more than 500 people who also wanted a place, and I got it! I should be happy, Im happy.
This city that im going to study is 5 hours driving, but thats okay! The city is great, and im moving out for a good reason! I’m going to college, im going to a great college and I need to take this opportunity. And im not going to be gone forever, one weekend or another i will be back.
The sad part is that idk what my relationship is going to be,I really like this guy and I think we could keep it! Lets see what happens, I just cant say no to college just because of a relationship that i really like atm but I know that it may not be forever, so I choice my future, I know its gonna de good! I’m leaving in a little more than one month and im starting to get anxious, and I’m going to live with another girls that are also from my city, so I think its gonna be fun.