Turned 24 years old yesterday. I just wanted to attend Sunday service with my parents but they turned me down. It was really frustrating but I trust the Lord in His ways. I can’t stop crying today. My birthday this year is so far the most challenging of them all. But it was fine I guess. My parents actually prepared a small party for me and it was nice. I honestly didn’t want any of it but I appreciated it. These past few days, weeks, months have actually been the most challenging ones in my life and I’m breaking apart. Everything is so hard. Maybe I just need some sleep. Goodnight.