Why do I have to get through each day? I feel like I am just getting old slowly and meaninglessly.
I don’t enjoy any moment in my life.
I wake up and wait for a night so I can go sleep each night.
My body is cold from the core. I feel like I am going to faint. I wish I would.
I know nothing is wrong around me. I am the one who is wrong.
Each day I feel worse and worse. I don’t know where the end is.