I cannot remember the last time I felt good.
I question myself if I would be still capable to feel different way from how I feel now.
The dark clouds are covering all over my body.
I wonder if people could see it.
I don’t like being awake.
I try to stay asleep as much as possible.
When I wake up, I feel so disappointed that I got another day to get though again.
When do I get to stop doing the same thing?
I feel like this torture would last forever…
No energy to fight.