March 15, 2017
I’m just sitting here waiting for the sleep-aids to start to kick in, then I’m turning in….or attempting to I should say. Last night, to the best of my recollection, I didn’t experience the usual physical disturbances. Perhaps they were there slightly for a bit, but it was nothing like it usually is. Believe me, I’ve experienced these strange and disruptive sensations so much that I would certainly know if they were gone or considerably weaker than usual.
I remember hearing a voice come up through my pillow last night, but that has become a regular trick of these entities and I’m already desensitized to it for the most part. I’ll have to see how it goes tonight. Last night was the second time this week that they have seemed to back off from hitting me with the physical disturbances to a large degree. I was quite surprised by this reprieve from out of nowhere.
But, the time before last night, the physical disturbances were back the next night. So, I’m not getting my hopes up about tonight, if anything, I’m very suspicious. I suspect that this is just another one of their mind games. It seems that as I become more desensitized to their trickery with time, they need to come up with new and clever ways to make these mind games have any effect on me at all.
I’ve always been the most vulnerable to being effected by their harassment at night, just before and while I’m trying to sleep. So, this seems to be where they are focusing their efforts on trying to be disruptive. They’ve been losing more and more ground during the day as I’ve become better with time at blocking out their presence and maintaining my focus on other things. So, it would seem that they are focusing their efforts on messing with me at night a bit more. Well, I feel the sleep-aid starting to take effect so I’m turning in. I’ve been hearing a lot of whispery voices during the last hour which probably means they are going to mess with me tonight, I’ll have to see how it goes tonight.
March 16, 2017
Ok, another night without serious disturbance from the damn annoying physical sensations. This seems too good to be true. This is the third night this week that “they” have backed off with this. It hasn’t been three nights in a row, but at least last night and the night before and then two nights before that. Well, it’s still way too soon for me to get my hopes up that this is some kind of shift for the better in my situation, but I’m not exacting complaining either. I guess for now, I’ll just have to wait and see how things play out.