That is all I want to be. I know some might read this and think–“well why just ‘good enough’ why not great?” My answer to that is simply, everyone needs to start somewhere. At this point in my life I feel I am nothing. I have felt this way for a couple of years now, but I have just recently decided that I want to try to be good enough–for someone, anyone. I want to be someone who has someone who gives a damn. I have been trying and working on this goal for only about a week now and I have to say–It is quite challenging. It hurts when I see my mom come home and I try to talk to her and she just looks me up and down with a dirty look. My brother does far worse things than I. He is failing all of his classes because he doesn’t try and he gets support and encouragement , but when I leave one sock in the bathroom I get an hour long lecture on how horrible I am. I am a full time student, I have a 3.75 GPA, I work 25 hours on the weekends, I volunteer as often as I can–I genuinely try. I try so hard to be good enough but so far it has gotten me nowhere, but i will not give up. I have made it so far. I have one more year until I am off to college and once I get far away from here, I can start fresh. I can make friends, have fun, and maybe even be good enough. I hope to one day love myself. I hope to one day be good enough.