Letting Go.

 

The ghost of you haunts me like a never ending nightmare. It seems that every time I try to forget, you somehow crawl your way back inside my head. Everyday is full of unanswered questions and I have started to let them control my life. Every move I make is done with caution as I base my choices off of you and how it would make you feel. That’s a problem I never was able to resolve. I base my choices and decisions off of how you would consider them, without thinking of myself first. You’re the one who broke it off, so why am I caring about you and your feelings? That’s always been the problem, it’s always been a one way street with you and I. Me caring too much and you caring not enough. The actions I take are not to hurt you, they are simply because I want to do what makes me happy. I can’t continue to live life in fear of you. You have set me free and told me to do what’s best for me, and that’s something I have to start following. In the end what you did to me was cruel and brutal, and I no longer should feel that I owe anything to you. Don’t get me wrong I love you, but you let me go and now I must find myself.

One thought on “Letting Go.”

  1. I… I somehow find myself in your shoes- haunted by the ghost of him. You put into words what I am scared of saying, what I am not ready to tell myself yet, and what I kept on ignoring. I hope it gets better for you.

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