I woke up feeling horrible.
I was having nightmares.
I don’t know which is worse the reality or staying asleep.
Nothing has changed around me but myself.
There is no cause or reason to trigger the way I feel.
I am how I feel, which is despair…
I usually do what I am supposed to do, but today, I could not bring myself to do anything.
I didn’t want to go out ,eat, or breathes..
I feel anxiety… I feel hopeless for the future…
I am just so scared to know how many days I would have to go through like this.
Waiting for the sun going down.
Waiting for a day I would be finally free from this feeling.