I struggle with feeling worthless. I am a child of God, I know that I am unworthy of everything He has given me. I am not worthy of His son dying on the cross and dying for MY sins. I am thankful that He did. But,still I struggle with hating myself and feeling worthless. I can be ungrateful, and I can take God for granted. I feel unloved. But today I am am thankful for what God has given me. I am thankful for my church family and my home family. I am thankful for parents who love me and raised me in church. I am thankful has for my mentor Lindsey, who has loved me and taught me so much about God’s word. I am thankful for Kim who has been such a good friend. I am thankful for my women’s Bible study and learning about the seven ‘I AM’ statements. I am thankful that I live in a country where I am free to worship God. I am thankful that I have a Bible that I can read whenever I want. I am truly blessed. But I fall short and I am the furthest form perfection of anyone. I am too afraid of mockery too be bold. I am ashamed that I do not have the courage to share the gospel with people I see on the street. I feel often that I am not good enough. I feel that I don’t try hard enough. I feel that I am lazy. I feel that I am worthless. I don’t share the Gospel and should. I should be unashamed. I should be bold for the Gospel. I should work to make sure that I am a light. I should do all of these things,but I don’t. I should but I don’t. I love God. I want to serve Him. I want to worship Him daily. I want to be bold and have courage. I want to ay down my pride and submit to God. I need my Father, my Creator. And despite all of my fears and all of my failures I can say that I am loved.I know God is with me. I know that no matter how unworthy I am I am not worthless. I am made in the image of God. Thank you Father for loving me. You are amazing.