He Loves Me

I struggle with feeling worthless. I am a child of God, I know that I am unworthy of everything He has given me. I am not worthy of His son dying on the cross and dying for MY sins. I am thankful that He did. But,still I struggle with hating myself and feeling worthless. I can be ungrateful, and I can take God for granted. I feel unloved. But today I am am thankful for what God has given me. I am thankful for my church family and my home family. I am thankful for parents who love me and raised me in church. I am thankful has for my mentor Lindsey, who has loved me and taught me so much about God’s word. I am thankful for Kim who has been such a good friend. I am thankful for my women’s Bible study and learning about the seven ‘I AM’ statements. I am thankful that I live in a country where I am free to worship God. I am thankful that I have a Bible that I can read whenever I want. I am truly blessed. But I fall short and I am the furthest form perfection of anyone. I am too afraid of mockery too be bold. I am ashamed that I do not have the courage to share the gospel with people I see on the street. I feel often that I am not good enough. I feel that I don’t try hard enough. I feel that I am lazy. I feel that I am worthless. I don’t share the Gospel and ¬†should. I should be unashamed. I should be bold for the Gospel. I should work to make sure that I am a light. I should do all of these things,but I don’t. I should but I don’t. I love God. I want to serve Him. I want to worship Him daily. I want to be bold and have courage. I want to ay down my pride and submit to God. I need my Father, my Creator. And despite all of my fears and all of my failures I can say that I am loved.I know God is with me. I know that no matter how unworthy I am I am not worthless. I am made in the image of God. Thank you Father for loving me. You are amazing.

2 thoughts on “He Loves Me”

  1. St. Francis said, “Preach the gospel at all times. If necessary, use words.” (smile) The idea being that your kindness to others and your joy in life preach the greatest sermons. Your light will shine when you accept that Jesus died for you and rose again because he WANTED to. “No one takes my life from me, I lay it down of my own accord.” Why? Because you are precious to Him. He holds you in His heart. More than anything he wants you to let go of your feelings of unworthiness and embrace his tender love with pure happiness, no guilt. When you are full of His love for you and grateful, not down on yourself, your light really will shine in your face and others will ask you to tell them about Jesus. Believe.

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