It’s gnawing away at my brain. My thoughts are biting painful chunks out of my self esteem.
Taunting me that I will never be good enough, pretty enough or intelligent enough. I keep overthinking, thinking if I had said or done things differently everything would have worked out ok.
I am hating myself right now, wishing that I wasn’t such a weak person. I need to stop this negative thought. I cannot change what had happened , but I can certainly learn from it.
I need to remember that when people treat me badly, it’s a reflection of them, not me. I deserve to be treated well, I am a kind caring person. If people show no compassion towards me and don’t care about my feelings then there is no room for them in my life.
I am done with playing games, fake promises. Why say things when you have no intention of carrying them through!
Im sick of blaming myself, I need to learn how to let go of the past and move on. I know that I am capable of achieving happiness, I just need to keep working hard.