Letting go of self hate

It’s gnawing away at my brain.  My thoughts are biting painful chunks out of my self esteem.  

Taunting me that I will never be good enough, pretty enough or intelligent enough. I keep overthinking, thinking if I had said or done things differently everything would have worked out ok.

I am hating myself right now, wishing that I wasn’t such a weak person.  I need to stop this negative thought.  I cannot change what had happened , but I can certainly learn from it.

I need to remember that when people treat me badly, it’s a reflection of them, not me.  I deserve to be treated well, I am a kind caring person.  If people show no compassion towards me and don’t care about my feelings then there is no room for them in my life.

I am done with playing games, fake promises.  Why say things when you have no intention of carrying them through! 

Im sick of blaming myself, I need to learn how to let go of the past and move on.  I know that I am capable of achieving happiness, I just need to keep working hard.  


2 thoughts on “Letting go of self hate”

  1. I wish happiness for you. I have a scripture for you. “Remember not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs forth. Do you not perceive it?” God is getting ready to bring you to a better place in your life. You can be happy. The past is forgiven completely. Let it go. That is Jesus’ gift to you, you CAN let go and forget about the past. You are whiter than snow. Enter in to a new phase of your life; love yourself and be kind and forgiving to you.

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