Each day I am getting old.
Every day I feel horrible.
I don’t understand why I have to go through like this.
The idea I would need to be like for another years and years…
I don’t think I could do like this even another day.
I would give up everything what I have if I could stop this vicious circle.
I don’t have any unfinished business.
Why do I still have to be here?
So that I get another day of despair?
I want to stop the presence and just disappear…