I got everything what I need.
I don’t need anything else in my life.
I have no desire for anything.
I know I am the luckiest person in the world.
But I am not sure why I feel this way.
I am not sure how long I could be like this.
Getting though a day is getting harder and harder.
I have no clue how I could feel better.
I don’t know if it would be possible.
I am so scared of knowing how long it would keep going like this.
I wish I could disappear now.