Yesterday, I was so sure I would try talking to him. But I got so blank and shocked whenever I saw him that I ended up forgetting to do anything at all. I said nothing, did nothing and tried my best aswell to not look at him. I was really dissapointed at the end of the day.
Today, I was trying my best to get close. But still I became completely frozen. I did get eyecontact with him, for the first time which made my heart flutter badly. But other than that my mission talking to my crush has failed! I got several oppurtunities but I let them all fly away 🙁
Why do I have to be so shy? He will notice me if i just say hi, but why cant I just say that simple word? Come one Maria, get your shit together.