I need help. Also I am new at writing so please do not judge. So I am in a relationship with an amazing guy, but my ex (Who I still secretly am in love with) still keeps in touch. He knows that I still have feelings for him, but yet still seems to talk to me like we are best friends. I would like to be best friends with him but my current boyfriend would not like that, and it would just hurt so bad because I still have feelings for him. Anyways I posted on my snap chat “Anyone wanna face time?” He responded saying “sure” so I said ” really?” and he said “yeah” and called me and I answered. It hurts seeing him. It really does. I just wish that I could stop loving him. If anyone has advice please contact me at my instagram or email.