Day 19/ Leading a meaningless existence

I don’t have anything to live for.

I don’t have a reason to wake up in the morning.

I don’t have anything to look forward to for the future.

I know I won’t live forever… but it feels like it is forever.

I wake up realizing that I got another day to go through for no reason.

When I go to bed, I pray I would stay asleep forever…

I keep doing like this every single day.

I am in the dark deep hole….

I don’t have any energy to get help or climb up on my own.

I have been just waiting for the day to run out everything.

That is the only way to be free…

 

One thought on “Day 19/ Leading a meaningless existence”

  1. Please dont end your life. Your life is very meaningful since the day you were concieved. Youre life will get better. If u have no one to live for, live for your self. This journal you wrote is very deep and can be used as poetry. Keep trying to express ya self through writing.

Leave a Reply

SCROLL TO TOP