I don’t have anything to live for.
I don’t have a reason to wake up in the morning.
I don’t have anything to look forward to for the future.
I know I won’t live forever… but it feels like it is forever.
I wake up realizing that I got another day to go through for no reason.
When I go to bed, I pray I would stay asleep forever…
I keep doing like this every single day.
I am in the dark deep hole….
I don’t have any energy to get help or climb up on my own.
I have been just waiting for the day to run out everything.
That is the only way to be free…