Changes are great but it is fucking demanding !!!

No Fucking kidding,  I spent so many days of my naive youth worrying about what will become of me if  I accept such changes in my life? ,  but the main reason I had this fear because I am famous for making mistake,  sometimes I don’t own up to it because of the very fear of being judged by others. ,

That is how I use to think during my late teens and early 20’s it  cause  a few mental meltdown, Now I will be turning 32 in July I no longer can afford to think like that,  no longer I  have the luxury of my both of my parent’s  co-dependence, I must be independent and go on my own. 

This could be the reason my older siblings are rather annoyed with me because of my co-dependency issue and not accepting changes are happing;  Once again it was that very fear of making the same mistake over and over again. 

I made a shitload of mistakes in the past and  I will admit some of them I still haven’t  owned up to it and which is why I’m having a hard time reaching my goals. 

All I need is to be motivated and hopefully, I would get through this demanding changes called ” LIFE ” 

 

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