The scriptures today ask to be a servant to the Lord, keep his commandments and serve him with heart and soul.
That’s a lot to ask of me. I like to believe I follow the commandments and serve Jesus, but reality….not all the time. I’m a good person, but I’m not always the best person. The commandments are huge and to follow all of them makes a person amazing and committed to their God.
I’m going to do my best. My commitment now is to myself, to follow my heart and live the best I can be. There has been a lot of hurt for me and I take back my strength. I hope and expect the commandments of God to be very present in my commitment and I know God will understand my own selfish presence in my life right now.