All you ever wanted was my body. You stole my soul, I was nothing but a walking dead person. I lost who I was, lost my identity and wanted to die.
You were supposed to be the love of my life. But all you did was stand there and watched me drown into a deep depression.
My mum was worried. I was wasting away. I was so weak and fragile. Never once did you try and help me.
You loved that I was weak and vulnerable and clung on to you. I was your little prisoner.
All those lies. The excuses.
I was only young, you were so much older.
All I wanted was your love. Yes you said you loved me, but I doubt that very much.
You loved having someone who was dependant on you. Someone too weak to walk away.
I wonder if I will ever heal.
It’s been years but thinking of us our relationship still brings me to tears.
I wish that I could erase you from my memory. Because all you are now is a haunting memory. Nothing more